If I ask you I don’t want it anymore

Frida Kahlo told her husband, “I’m not asking you to kiss me, nor apologize to me when I think you’re wrong.  I won’t even ask you to hug me when I need it most.  I don’t ask you to tell me how beautiful I am, even if it’s a lie, nor write me anything beautiful. I won’t even ask you to call me to tell me how your day went, nor tell me you miss me.  I won’t ask you to thank me for everything I do for you, nor to care about me when my soul is down, and of course, I won’t ask you to support me in my decisions.  I won’t even ask you to listen to me when I have a thousand stories to tell you.  I won’t ask you to do anything, not even be by my side forever. Because if I have to ask you, I don’t want it anymore.”